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Uh... about that job.

Journal Entry: Wed May 22, 2013, 3:30 PM
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I guess I should probably look for one that doesn't give me panic attacks and make me tired after being awake for less than twelve hours.

I quit today... It just isn't right for me, at least at this point in my life.  John's still there and he's probably going to be amazing at it.  I'm doing okay but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed in myself.

I took a cab home and now I'm just trying to relax for a while until he gets home in another 5 or so hours.

I'm done trying to make you all promises that I'll be on dA more often, because evidently it's the depression keeping me occupied, and I have no control over it right now.  I'm still in therapy, and I'm going to start talking about getting on some kind of medication.

I don't even really know why I write about all this for maybe 2 or 3 people to read later.  I guess it's just the easiest way to let people know I haven't stopped caring.  It's also a hell of a lot easier to dump this onto a page on the internet than it is to tell anyone in person.  Some of my closest friends know.  Only one or two of them know how bad it is.  The rest are oblivious, probably.  It's too personal and too painful to talk about with people who I know will keep bugging me about it I guess.

I'm torn right now between I CAN DO ANYTHING, WHEEEEEE!, oh shit, there goes half our income, whatdoido, and I'M SO BORED AND LONELY, I WANT FORTY CATS.

I swear I'm okay.

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Kae
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I'm a 20-something Atlanta girl who got tired of the South, got married to a guy who wears a kilt and combat boots daily, and ran away to Middle of Nowhere, Maine.

Writing is my life. I am left-handed. I don't like most people, but I find all people endlessly fascinating. I'm the textbook definition of an INFJ, have an obsession with owls, and would give anything to be paid to travel the world and write fiction and poetry about the places I see.
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:iconincadincadoo:
I finally got that drawing that I've been waiting for from my little sister,so I'm thinking about starting to write again (IF I can motivated to do it... :D)
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*SurrealCachinnation Apr 19, 2013  Student Writer
Awesome! I hope you do. :)
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:iconincadincadoo:
I'm also thinking about taking up photography. My mom said she might have a digital camera she can give me. :)
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*SurrealCachinnation Apr 20, 2013  Student Writer
Sweet! If you do, you should definitely post. I'd love to see it :D
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~Kinglorshi Apr 13, 2013  Student Writer
If it's not too much to ask, and if you're busy, I'd like you to look at (if you haven't already): :[link]:

I think it's kinda garbage compared to what I plan to write and what I try to write, as I wrote it just for the sake of uploading something to my account so it is not so barren. But that doesn't meant it gets a free pass from anything.

Take care.
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*SurrealCachinnation Apr 13, 2013  Student Writer
I'll take a look now! :)
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~Kinglorshi Apr 13, 2013  Student Writer
Thank you!
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=Bark Apr 12, 2013   Writer
Thank you! :)
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*SurrealCachinnation Apr 12, 2013  Student Writer
You're welcome! :aww:
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=SilverInkblot Apr 10, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the faves :D
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